Tanya means loneliness
Also, according to the internet: Fairy Princess "Of the family" or "Daughter" And a short form of loneliness. Who knew, throughout my life story loneliness and the desire of companionship have been key triggers of my decisions and maybe also personality traits. It was not until a couple of years ago that I truly understand the meaning of being the daughter of the Creator of the Universe, and that I was saved from furious rage with the purest form of loves. Yet I find myself with a revisited sense of loneliness sometimes, even in a crowd. It is my scar, my cross, part of my path. I don't and I won't deny it, it is part of myself and it leads me to my chronic nostalgia and melancholy. my thoughts are elsewhere, my roads are undetermined. I am free in Him and that makes me go back from the angsty loneliness to His welcoming arms, in which I can delight in times of solitude. Because solitude and loneliness are different things, in the first I grow, I